
That’s the badger people. You know they’re there,
under your ground, when your feet feel heavy.
Gravity has a stronger pull. You feel low and wide
and full. Your dreams are weighty. There’s a rock
on your womb. The badger people do not choose
to move: their dens migrate mysteriously from place
to place, drawn to ruin. Old mines. Crumbling
warehouses. The part of your brain that remembers
names. People who are questioning all they knew.
As soon as I said it, you knew it was true, didn’t you?
You have always known the badger people. They
don’t care for your name, but they never forget you.
They never say farewell. You’ve seen them in a flash
of fur at the edge of seeing, in the space of forgetting.
They are older than war. Their dictionaries are filled
with dirt. Sometimes a hole opens between their home
and yours into which disappears a sock, your purse,
your favorite cooking spoon only to later be returned.
This is not a trick. They want you to scan the ground,
see a cupboard as a portal. Know objects as both real
and illusion. In your sleep, the badger people school
you in melted rock and forgotten fire and introduce
you to ancestors you never knew. They teach
what honor really means and how to sleep. How to
slow and walk their pace. How to balance on your bit
of earth bobbing on the magma beneath your feet.

Tarn Wilson is the author of the memoir The Slow Farm, the memoir-in-essays In Praise of Inadequate Gifts (winner of the Wandering Aengus Book Award), and the craft book: 5-Minute Daily Writing Prompts. Her essays have appeared in numerous journals, including Assay, Brevity, Gulf Stream, Harvard Divinity Bulletin, River Teeth, and The Sun. She is currently taking a break from her long-term relationship with prose and has been shamelessly flirting with poetry. New work has been published or is forthcoming in Does It Have Pockets?, Grey Matter, Museum of Americana, Only Poems, Pedestal, Potomac Review, Porcupine Literary, ONE ART, Sweet Lit and more. She earned her M.F.A. from the Rainier Writing Workshop and is an educator based in the San Francisco Bay Area.
Image: Charles Catton, “The-Badger,” 1788



